What are the chance of me working for one of the largest companies in north America, and not being taken care of as their employee. I should be making more, and more hours. if anyone can spare hours and money it's Kellogg's. #1 breakfast company in the world, #2 cookie/cracker company in the world... why can't they take better care of their employees?
Memorial weekend. I'm about to get dressed and go see Marty's grave. I think I will take a plant. I've stopped planting things this year, because I want his mom to have the option to put it where she wants. if she even wants it.
Last night was a rough night. I was alone. 100% alone. not a soul to talk to. and when that happens I go crazy. and cry all night.
It's my life. I work alone, I live alone, I'm alone all the time. This is the way I have chosen to live my life. So I can't complain too much about it. But it hurts every once and a while.
If I don't get out of this tiny apartment soon, I'm going to end up ripping my hair out. lol.
I need to shower, get ready for work, shop then take some flowers to my brother. and maybe.... my great grand parents... hmmmm. maybe I'll do a tour and go see my cousin too! sounds like a plan. -A-
Better alone than with bad company. Besides, alone you have things your way all the time, you live the way you want to live, you do what you want to do. You have absolute control over your life. The only thing that's not your way is your job, and that's what pays the bills. I find solitude comforting. That's when I really get to know myself and be in peace with myself.
ReplyDeleteGreetings.
hi there, nice apartment. :)
ReplyDeletei'd love to have the opportunity to be alone, just me in my own place filled with nothing but silence, i'd love that.
is away to learn no be with yourself, i think.